Let’s fuck until I don’t feel anymore.
Until the rhythm of our bodies drown out the thoughts that just won’t stop.
Lets fuck until there’s nothing but fucking:
no purple bed sheets,
no sound of my phone ringing that I answer during because I just don’t give a fuck anymore,
I want nothingness so lets fuck.
Lets fuck until fucking means nothing but nothingness.
Maybe you want love but I want disgrace.
Lets take this beautiful act and spit in its face.
Lets fuck until I don’t care.
I don’t care. I say I don’t care. I do care. I don’t want to care.
But I do
I hate myself, I hate you…
For being there all the time.
For being so kind
So lets fuck
You’re turning me into a monster
I don’t know who I am anymore
So lets fuck… until I don’t feel anymore….