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  • Let’s fuck.

    Let’s fuck.

    Let’s fuck until I don’t feel anymore.

    Until the rhythm of our bodies drown out the thoughts that just won’t stop.

    Lets fuck until there’s nothing but fucking:

    no you,

    no purple bed sheets,

    no sound of my phone ringing that I answer during because I just don’t give a fuck anymore,

    nothing.

    I want nothingness so lets fuck.

    Lets fuck until fucking means nothing but nothingness.

    Maybe you want love but I want disgrace.

    Lets take this beautiful act and spit in its face.

    Lets fuck.

    Lets fuck until I don’t care.

    I don’t care. I say I don’t care. I do care. I don’t want to care.

    But I do

    I hate myself, I hate you…

    For being there all the time.

    For being so kind

    So lets fuck

    You’re turning me into a monster

    I don’t know who I am anymore

    So lets fuck… until I don’t feel anymore….

    • 1 month ago
  • My body is going CRAZY.

    • 1 month ago
  • Can’t focus on school work. Too horny.

    • 1 month ago
  • Happiness is right around the corner.

    • 1 month ago
  • I’ll never be who I want to be.

    maybe I should just go to sleep now.

    • 1 month ago
  • Its just like the more things build up the more I want to crawl in a hole and just sleep forever.

    • 1 month ago
  • lazy.

    I feel so lazy, I just can’t get into school the way I use to. This semester is so hard. 

    • 1 month ago
  • I feel disgusted with myself, and yet at the same time I don’t care .

    I don’t love this girl, I can’t look her in the eyes when we make love, or…whatever you call it. 

    after it’s over I’m just…repulsed…

    I told her at the beginning that we were just friends but I feel her falling in love with me. 

    I don’t know what to do. 

    I don’t know if its because I just don’t care or…I’m just no longer capable of love..?..

    • 1 month ago
  • “Circles, we’re going in circles
    Dizzy’s all it makes us
    We know where it takes us
    We’ve been before
    Closer, maybe looking closer
    There’s more to discover
    Find out what went wrong without blaming each other

    Think that we got more time
    When we’re falling behind
    Gotta make up our minds

    Or else we’ll play, play, play all the same old games
    And we wait, wait, wait for the end to change
    And we take, take, take it for granted that we’ll be the same
    But we’re making all the same mistakes”

    • 2 months ago
  • I hate that this song is by one direction but its so fitting. 

    • 2 months ago
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